Have you ever seen a child, perfectly fine - And then the moment they see their parents who have come to retrieve them, the child melts into weeping sobs?!?! If you've ever served in nursery you've seen it.

That was me. Roy and I had called the girls to dinner, but with no response we prayed without them. He and I alone, across the long table. I offered the routine, "Humpherys Blessing," but before I could finish, I sobbed. I could feel Him, He was listening to my simple routine rushed offering, and yet, He came for me.

I have a few things on my notso favorite list, but not many. Usually if something is there I work to convert it to my fav list, and I celebrate it. For example, someday I am going to love to cook. I'm determined to love it. (but not yet k)

Every once in awhile I find something on my notso fav list that's not so easy. My friend reminded me of a childhood favorite, the movie Rigoletto. Specifically the scene with Porter and Rigoletto. Porter says he hates his father. Rigoletto says,"I think that you love your father and you hate the way you feel. Change the way you feel!"

I hate the way I feel.